One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star. -Freidrich Nietzsche
Forty Six
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I itch for summer’s blinding sun I pine to hide in leaves to shroud myself deep in snow drifts buried deep from my thieves instead I’m deftly placed between the tulips and the breeze spring thus demands an audience with all its certainty
Christopher Black, Bart Glass, Betty White (27th time’s a charm?) Remind Rebecca Abernathy our deal expires next week Make a chiropractor appt for this damn hip! Buy a new cloak (maybe dark grey instead of black this time) Return library books Research upgrading my fog machine before it dies Get sickle sharpened: 1473 SE 72 nd St, Chinatown Zoom call Fri @ 10:00 HST – mediation with God re: Penny Gibson Hire an assistant Buy raven food Reschedule therapy session Court mandated highway clean up on the 23 rd TP the Pearly Gates Prep for demon training seminar next week: Topic – How to care for your skin and eyes when you’ve overdone it on the drool and bleeding tears Clean out hall closet Grocery list: fresh dust, skeleton moisturizer, bananas
an infant, ripening sun is rising yolky, yellow, yummy bright as a baby's gummy grin lionhearted like a four year old she peek-a-boos over the horizon beaming, bewitching, blazing strutting around in glittery sassypants tickling the day awake with smiles embracing the warm air and cool earth with trembling arms this angers the established suns the dim and brittle suns the cavalier suns high on brightness the fictional suns going to church the huffy and narrow suns so the established suns shoot down the infant, ripening sun they pull back on their bows aim and let their arrows fly piercing the infant, ripening sun she flops to the damp ground sunny side down
first a bleed seeping scarlet scratched in public shrouded with the night sour stomach and stooped shoulders then a seed small simple sown in darkness springing into the sun surprising swollen eyes and sleepy soles