One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star. -Freidrich Nietzsche
Forty Six
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I itch for summer’s blinding sun I pine to hide in leaves to shroud myself deep in snow drifts buried deep from my thieves instead I’m deftly placed between the tulips and the breeze spring thus demands an audience with all its certainty
there's a point when you've pulled the taffy too far it's thin and frail threadbare more hole than lace it's narrow and wispy spider-webby a dandelion seed in the wind try to catch it with your tongue lick lick lick fruitlessly at the air like a blind dog all you taste is a glimpse of sweetness as it wafts away
Christopher Black, Bart Glass, Betty White (27th time’s a charm?) Remind Rebecca Abernathy our deal expires next week Make a chiropractor appt for this damn hip! Buy a new cloak (maybe dark grey instead of black this time) Return library books Research upgrading my fog machine before it dies Get sickle sharpened: 1473 SE 72 nd St, Chinatown Zoom call Fri @ 10:00 HST – mediation with God re: Penny Gibson Hire an assistant Buy raven food Reschedule therapy session Court mandated highway clean up on the 23 rd TP the Pearly Gates Prep for demon training seminar next week: Topic – How to care for your skin and eyes when you’ve overdone it on the drool and bleeding tears Clean out hall closet Grocery list: fresh dust, skeleton moisturizer, bananas
you embossed carbuncles playing God when the part’s already taken all you do is grunt primordially and impersonate palpable people God’s understudies, you are not you parasitic nincompoops like vampires, you have no reflection in windows, in mirrors, in lakes all you do is suck amniotic fluid through a plastic straw so I peed on you right on your front lawn I sat down moved my panties and shorts to the side and relieved myself yellow tears soaking into your pallid skin my own little fuck you to the sanctimonious kangaroo court